The Verge

My heart feels like it's on a mental breakdown. Many people each day take their own lives. My question is why? How much pain can I take before I take that step?
Brandon Lin, I don't know you but I feel like I do. From the sweet messages your friends left on your timeline, it marks who you are. I'm sorry, I never met you. If I did I would have definitely told you that you're pretty awesome. From the way your friends describe you, you seem like the type of guy that would help anyone in need, light up any room, make anyone laugh. What drove you to take your own life? I want to meet you one day in heaven. You are much more than what people will remember you as. I'm sure your dad, your mom, your friends are all sorry for not being there for you when you needed it the most. I'm sure you are sorry that you are no longer here with them. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not ever meeting you and telling you it's all going to be okay. I'm sure if we met, we would be very good friends. You make me want to meet everyone that I haven't ever met. I don't know what tomorrow will bring, and as cheesy as it sounds. I have to live each day like it's my last. I have to take risks because tomorrow is not guaranteed. To all my friends, if you ever feel like life isn't worth living please just talk to me. I won't tell you that your life is perfect. But I will tell you how much I will miss you and how much you meant to me. Each one of my friends are like a piece of me. I honestly don't know why or how or what is wrong with me. I don't know you, but I feel responsible for your death. I feel like there was some sort of way I could have stopped it. I literally walked across the gym you probably most likely played sports in. And yet, I didn't meet you. I'm sorry. R.I.P Brandon Lin. Hope you are in a better and happier place with God.