Moving On.

Dear Journal,

One of the things I have learned from my experience with boys is that they all are confusing. Okay, maybe not all of them but definitely the majority of them. When asked "What do you suck at the most?" most people would say math, soccer or something normal. But what I suck at is moving on. I get so annoyed when people say time changes everything because it doesn't. All time does for me is make me regret the choices I have made, regret all of the things I have done and all the thoughts I have had. I hate those people that make you feel like you're their second choice, like you're that girl that nobody wants. All we want in life is to feel accepted, to feel like somebody out there loves us.

All I want to do now is learn how to accept myself, to move on from all the people that make me their back up plan. I'm going to focus on me. And honestly, that's the best piece of advice I can give you. As shallow as this sounds learn to fall in love with yourself first. Take a break from all of those negative people in your life. Learn to appreciate your weirdness and your awkwardness. Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't good enough. And when you are finally satisfied with who you are, you will finally be ready to find that person that will love you and respect you and treat you like the person you have learned to love.